Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truly loved me
YesI learned a while ago that kind of thing it never happens for me
And so I go around and just pretend love is not for me
I play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that
U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord know its killing me

Chorus:
So I put on my make up put a smile on my face
And if anyone ask me everything is ok
I m laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
Cuz I m dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face...on my face
Singingla la lala lalalalala lala lala lala lala lala la la
Laaaa

Sometimes I sit at home by the phone
Hopin he might call me but he dont call me
But then I realize dreams come true arent for girls like me not like me
And so I go around with my head up like it aint no thing
And when the boys around with all my friends I m into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows its killing me

Chorus:
So I put on my make up put a smile on my face
And if anyone ask me everything is ok
I m laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
Cuz I m dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face...on my face oooh

It s not easy thing to do
Sometimes it s hard to face the truth
It s not the life that I would choose
But what else can I do if he dont love me no if he dont want me
I m not about to sit around let myself go gooooo

Chorus:
So I put on my make up put a smile on my face
And if anyone ask me everything is ok
I m laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
Cuz I m dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face...on my face
Singingla la lala lalalalala lala lala lala lala lala la la
Laaaa I ll keep singing la la la la lalalalala lala lala lala lala lala la la
Laaaa I ll keep singing la la lala lalalalala lala lala lala lala lala la la
Laaaa I ll keep singing la la la-la la lalalalala lala lala lala lala lala la la
Laaaa

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