It for something more for them to use so jaded

Why is it that you never said

I love you more than just a friend

I pray this gridlock never ends

And when we get there just depends

I found out recently that you are leaving

For good i hope i softly tell my ceiling

It s better now to be alive

Sleeping is my 9 to 5

I m having nightmares all the time

Of running out of words that rhyme

Everything that you could never say

Would never matter anyway

I took a hammer and two nails to my eardrums long ago

Before that steak knife took my eyes

I looked up to the sky

For the last thing i would ever see

For the last time i d cry

When was it that you sold your life or wasted

Every bite of that small slice you never tasted

I guess i should be one to talk

There s nights that i can t even walk

There s days i couldn t give a fuck

And in between is where i m stuck

From blocks away i heard somebody screaming

That small child inside of you that you left bleeding

You stabbed him up not once but twice

Cubicles will now suffice

Some say it s the roll of the dice

I think they re wrong i know i m right

Every breath that i could barely breathe

Could barely make it past my teeth

Mr. chainsaw came and took my legs a longlong time ago

In case you re wondering i m singing about growing up about giving in

In case you re wondering we re singing about growing up

About giving up and giving in

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