Can you remember
How you use to jab your fingers into my chest
And tell me how stupid you thought I was
And how I d grow up to be worthless-
I was only 9 and I can recall every single time-
You raised your hand to me
No matter how hard I try to forget
I can t erase it from my memory

To this day you seem to think that
You never did anything wrong
And even though I ve tried to look past your
Ignorance
The hate was too strong
And you were to blind to see how much anger
Was growing inside of me
And everything revolved around you
Do what you say
Do what you want
Do as you do
As the years passed
I never knew what was to come
Cause you were never there
But the day will come
When we ll cross paths
This time I ll be there to let you know that
All I ever wanted was was for you to believe in me
And everyday I prayed forlived the day for
Was a chance to throw it back in your face-

Hook
And before you dieopen your eyes
And seeall the different ways that you neglected me
You may have gave me life but you never gave me hope
I don t ever want to take after my own Father

God help me raise up outta this mess
Stress and grey days and a gang full of tests
God help megod help me

You put the fear in me and said
if I wasn t to be everything you expected then a son I m not in your eye s
and would be instantly rejected-
Your gifts of love were just fifths of pain
While I tried to maintain and refrain
You just laughed at meyou looked down on meyou threw down on me
You made me feel worthless now you re dead to mehow does it feel to be
What runs through you created meone day I ll break free-
All I ever wanted was for you to believe in me
And everyday I prayed forlived the day for
Was a chance to throw it back in your face

Bridge
Why do I have to feel like I m constantly worthless
Every day I m reminded of youFather

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